lips like sugar.♥
21 december 1988
michelligence@hotmail.com
shopaholic.
bowler.
party lover.
♥
CURRENTLY IN:
singapore institute of management
-university of london, bsc accounting&finance
♥HEARTS
mum,dad and bro.
all her favourite people.
partying!
retail therapy!
bowling.
singing.
the beach.
S.H.E.
yellow,black&white.
TALK TALK TALK!
HUNKS AND BABES♥
REMINISCENCES♥
HUNKS AND BABES♥
alvina.
amina.
angeline.
belinda.
cheryl. cindy.
daniel. derick. derricktan. dixon.
estella.
frank.
hantheng. henry. huiting. howcher.
irene. iyliana.
jaclyn. jeraldine. joanne. julia.
leon. lydia.
mandy. michtham.
MOMOLULU♥.
shuxian.
victor.
wanzhen. wencong.
yuling.
belinda.
cheryl. cindy.
daniel. derick. derricktan. dixon.
estella.
frank.
hantheng. henry. huiting. howcher.
irene. iyliana.
jaclyn. jeraldine. joanne. julia.
leon. lydia.
mandy. michtham.
MOMOLULU♥.
shuxian.
victor.
wanzhen. wencong.
yuling.
REMINISCENCES♥
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
March 2011
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
March 2011
Bituwin -
template
Dementee -
Teenage Dream, Katy Perry
Create a MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
NO, you are definitely NOT what you think you are.
and neither did you lose to anyone. what you lost to, was time.
i dun wanna mention abt what has alrdy been in the past but, do you now realise how i felt then?
it is EXACTLY the same, the pain. not that i wanna take it back on you now, but i've tried.
i really tried, i've tried veryvery hard to get back the feeling i once had. but sadly, to no avail.
maybe partly its bcos of him, i have to admit. although im really thru with him, but somethings just cant be forgotten that easily. yes, it has alrdy been 3months since then. and in that 3months, he has done stuff that cant be forgiven and yet at the same time, he has done stuff that has caused my heart to waver. but of course, perhaps only half of the stuff he says are true and the other half are totally not. and i know, i know i just cant go back to him. i cant, and moreover he has someone by his side. so the more I WONT, my mind had to really rule my heart this time..
its not that you are not good enough. you are a really nice guy, while he's just..an ass.
so can you stop comparing yourself to him? love is not abt comparing all the virtues or the worse things that one has ever done, but to accept one ENTIRELY and unconditionally. and i just cant do it now, at least not up to this pt maybe. but in future, who knows? no promises but im just not prepared for another rs now. like seriously.. i may have recovered in surface, but what abt deep within? as i said.. i dun know if i can take another heartbreak.
if its meant to be, it will be.
and what abt you? what makes you so sure that im the one?
maybe im just a friend whom you feel like protecting, maybe you thought you cld prevent me from getting hurt once again. and afterall, you let me go 3yrs back.
im sorry.
and neither did you lose to anyone. what you lost to, was time.
i dun wanna mention abt what has alrdy been in the past but, do you now realise how i felt then?
it is EXACTLY the same, the pain. not that i wanna take it back on you now, but i've tried.
i really tried, i've tried veryvery hard to get back the feeling i once had. but sadly, to no avail.
maybe partly its bcos of him, i have to admit. although im really thru with him, but somethings just cant be forgotten that easily. yes, it has alrdy been 3months since then. and in that 3months, he has done stuff that cant be forgiven and yet at the same time, he has done stuff that has caused my heart to waver. but of course, perhaps only half of the stuff he says are true and the other half are totally not. and i know, i know i just cant go back to him. i cant, and moreover he has someone by his side. so the more I WONT, my mind had to really rule my heart this time..
its not that you are not good enough. you are a really nice guy, while he's just..
so can you stop comparing yourself to him? love is not abt comparing all the virtues or the worse things that one has ever done, but to accept one ENTIRELY and unconditionally. and i just cant do it now, at least not up to this pt maybe. but in future, who knows? no promises but im just not prepared for another rs now. like seriously.. i may have recovered in surface, but what abt deep within? as i said.. i dun know if i can take another heartbreak.
if its meant to be, it will be.
and what abt you? what makes you so sure that im the one?
maybe im just a friend whom you feel like protecting, maybe you thought you cld prevent me from getting hurt once again. and afterall, you let me go 3yrs back.
im sorry.