momo's.

was doing some blog hopping and started being sentimental abt stuffs in a rs..

the first blog

just rmbed that they started out around the same period of time as i did and even till now, its still supposed to be the honeymoon period.. and they are, still very much into each other now of course. but one of the entries caught my eye..

Do you think that when guys make their promise, they really mean it?

Definition of promise : -noun a declaration that something will or will not be done, given, etc., by one.

It's been countless times since they made all the promises in the world, but yet they all never fail to break them sooner or later. This applies to ALL the male species in the world.

I think one of the greatest life lessons I've learnt is never to place my trust in guys because they can never stick to their promises. Not even a single one. And just a simple, mini night out with some girlfriends ascertains my stand completely.

All I need is one guy who will stick by his words, but why does it feel that I'm trying to find a needle from a humongous pile of haystack? The worst part of it all is that I wonder why I am even here, trying when to believe them when I know that they're bound to do it someday.

Promise? What's a promise then? Can someone tell me?

how, freaking true right. i totally agree.. haha.

the second blog

27th and still counting...

27 months may not seem long.

but it's our longest relationship ever.

the first time we chatted EVERY SINGLE NIGHT on the phone. i hear you say "i love you, good night, sweet dreams" before i hang up. till that day i finally pluck up the courage and said "i love you" back to you before we got together.

i seriously didn't know where i got my guts from. seems to me that love is the power, the power of everything.you've been telling me the same words every night even if we squabbled over the phone before we head to dream land, only to add words "i love you DEAR, good night, sweet dreams, MUACKKS"

27 months and we're both not tired of saying it. others would say its a daily routine, but i beg to differ, and i'm sure you'd feel the same too.

reminds me of smth. and i wld say, they must have alot of affinity..

love is not having to say another "sorry", but more "i love you's" instead.
not just for now, but a lifetime..

the third blog
i am always envious of couples who could stay together for the longest period of time. r/s is a commitment, bond between the two, trust, communication, give & take, confidence, love, care and alot of other factors. but i can't seem to convince myself of getting into a r/s anymore. maybe my expectations are too high but i cant seem to lower it for anyone's sake.

looking back is the last thing i wnna do. but i can't help it. i can't help myself from thinking. thinking abt the things we had done, the way you talk & laugh at the things i said, the way you look into my eyes. i can't help it i hope i could get you out of my mind whenever i think of you.

maybe i need to change my views & perceptions before i could make a r/s work. maybe it's my problem all along. maybe it's the lack on sercurity in me. maybe it's always the wrong people i met. maybe it's bcos i always believe i deserve someone better. maybe it's bcos i think too much at times. maybe it's the other party's problem..

i don't knw what i want anymore. i am expecting too much. how i wished i could stop myself from thinking. how i wished i would never feel with my heart agn. how i wished everything could stop at that moment. how i wished i could meet someone like you once more. how i wished i could have taken back everything i said. how i wished you could look at me once more. how i wished you could smile at me like you always did. how i wished..

omg, it totally speaks out what i wld want to say.